Saturday, 31 October 2009
deathly adventure
but you can hear Death's own gentle voice.
you do not turn to look at her.
I would not advise it.
if you do turn, she might smile at you.
her smile not a child's smile,
or a woman's smile.
she will tell your story,
"it happened this way-
I was on the road.
I could be anywhere.
does it matter which road?
it is small, cobbled and potholed;
it lead from one place to another
horses trot there,.
dogs mark their places;
so why not I?"
pausing, Death twirls her skirt.
sometimes she likes playing a mortal.
it amuses her.
you wait for her to continue
you barely ever notice the shift of time,
the clouds covering the Earth like canopy;
the sudden icy sting
on that bright sunny day
"It happens this way, always
I will blow over you,
watch the blood drip slowly
over your limbs
soaking your clothes
before I can no longer
watch your agony.
I will rip your heart
before I walk away with your soul."
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
the highs, the lows
she lets her hands be her eyes
slowly shaping the contours
she lets herself pour over it
the softness changing into hardness
controlling each movement
she can feel each of the nuances
the highs, the lows
exactitude of pressure
when she achieves her utmost desire
she opens her eyes
smilesat what is beneath her hands
"her master piece is ready
when the potter's wheel stops"
the waiting
there was a shuffling of feet on the platform.
The night express slowed down
a burly man with the dishevelled red beard
walked swiftly up the platform
toward the approaching train,
uncovering his head as he went.
the group of men behind him
each one letting his thoughts incubate,
glanced questioningly at one another,
a few of them climbed in
a coffin was got out of its rough box
and down on the snowy platform.
not a word was exchanged
one who had come with the body,
looked about him helplessly.
The man with the red beard
stepped up and stooped
took hold of one of the handles of the coffin
opened it to face his nightmare
"when something exploded on his face
it took more than his vanity and his red beard"
Monday, 26 October 2009
clipped toenails
her nagging drowns his strumming guitar
his head bows down and down
closing his eyes, he blots her out-
slowly starts a tuneless song
instead of ending the discussion,
this winds her up even more.
she again starts on about his faults,
reciting one after another
as though she’s building up a case
he leans back in his big blue recliner-
starts clipping his toenails
he wonders if maybe he can
get one of those prefab storage sheds for the backyard
he needs a place he can be alone
and play his guitar as loud as he wishes
if he soundproofs it,
he can use the little shed as a recording studio
more he clips his nails, more he whistles
and suddenly senses something
looks at the darkening sky and says-
we'd better get back, 'cause it'll be dark soon,
and they mostly come at night... mostly
"his bent head doesn't register her fangs
till those dig into the back of his neck"
Friday, 23 October 2009
mean edges
cut deep into the skin
sounds of that aircraft
tone down the loud silence
sonnets twirl out of my pen
the paper accepts them gratefully
crawling pain turns elusive-
sonnets stand in attention
I cement the various layers
rounding the edges skillfully
tuning to the drones of aircraft
which recedes with much aplomb
"if poetry comes out of all this, why should I complain?"
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I participated in Dewey's 24-hour Readathon, which took place on 24-25 October. I posted updates about my reading on my other blog, everything distils into reading. If you wish, you can go and comment there. I will appreciate that very much.
I will get back to your blogs after I recover from the Dewey's 24-hour Readathon.
My eyes are total goner now!
Thursday, 22 October 2009
Terza Rima: psychedelic pajamas
those summer months added to woes-
quenching that thirst, eating until sate,
nothing much to do in hunger’s throes.
enhanced girth cannot be taken as fate;
image faithfully mirrored brings lows-
sense of unworthiness has added to hate.
much loved printed, psychedelic pajamas
do not fit any more. determined I yank
those up with a huff, looking like a llama.
jolted out by that representation akin a tank-
pictures in my mind move in slowly; drama
enacted of other unknown horrors. frank
self-appraisal does yield results. vigorously
I start exercise regime. one hour jogging,
half hour yoga, dietary habits rigorously
changed. with good metabolism, dogging
is not too bad. better that than self-flogging!
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
memories jive tirelessly
reckless me, jives tirelessly
dad, your words
move in and out
after countless years
silhouette within the walls
of memories jiggles
my heartache is contained
because you reinforced it that way
that speck of paper in my pocket
scented with your love
drives away my blues
metallic sheen of jangling bangles
makes me heart whole yet again
Friday, 16 October 2009
what has time got to do with blood?
time rolls us away from it
to it
like a supersonic flight
sounds seem to merge with time
noise in my ears conquer the wired junk
the sudden numbness reaches a crescendo
in that frenzy my knife slips
chipping away half my nail
I stare at the red dots of blood
on the white tiled floor
I ask myself, "doesn't red look good on white?"
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
exulting mixture
commas and all
cooped up in that so-called school
those tomes of history books
frustrate me no end
cramming is not knowledge
I understand that very well
memory has never let me down
I can almost say it verbatim-
and if you so wish to hear
I can verbalise the commas too
"wouldn't you say that's indecent?"
Saturday, 10 October 2009
honeyed glow
speaking of eternity
your poured honey
over the flower of our love
I tried to imbibe the sweetness
chasing away the butterflies
life was never so sweeter
I basked in it
letting the glow flow over me
scented love is but a feeling
which washes over one's self
submerging all
permeating into the skin
chasing away the blues
I let it be, I let it be
"now I watch the red ants eroding it
with almost pleasurable pain"
Friday, 9 October 2009
solidified
my heart flames over it
in all that light
the darkness oozes into me
the woman within
splits into numerous splinters
clawed nails scratch
the invisible walls
that tight squeeze
solidifies oxygenated blood
pieces of which fall
on the concrete floor
I get on my knees
sort through the tiny pieces
pick a few of those
and put into my mouth
eating my own blood
solid though it is now
isn't as difficult
as I had initially thought
"you sit there writing poetry over my dead soul"
Thursday, 8 October 2009
objectivity
let that eclipse languish
out of that patio door
in its own place of choosing
I watch the darkening sky
and think, I will take a detour
my mood just as stormy
I walk on, increasing my velocity
by now I am completely disarmed
this rambling will go on,
flits through my mind-
to decide what path to take
I pause to take a breather
isn't it true, we like to choose
mayhem that is us?
while I do take a detour
and engage myself in packing my things
mere objects those
yet we hold onto these as lifelines
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I mashed the following to get the above poem.
let my poemlette take you on
let that eclipse languish
in its own place of choosing
I will take a detour
increasing my velocity
I was never asked
why should I be a part of it
mere objects those,
I am alive & I thrive
this rambling will go one
if I don't stop it
here I leave loose ends for you
to decide what path to take
isn't it true, we like to choose
let my poemlette take you on
while I do take a detour
time runs out on me
out of that patio door
I watch the darkening sky
my mood just as stormy
mayhem that is us
flits through my mind
I solicit courage from the clouds
walk down to our room
engage myself in packing my things
your facade blocked out
with strong determination
I pause to take a breather
our photograph from the side table
engages my gaze
I am completely disarmed
trickling tears reinforce my resolve
"I know I will salvage myself from the wreckage"
Tuesday, 6 October 2009
get that card for me
where now do I search for it?
my sanity
who now is a total stranger
swirls in and out
would it stay or come out-
when now?
unsound cavities in my teeth
rattle rapidly like windowpanes
my painful gut
searches for that invisible card
with your numbers on it
I limit myself
& stretch my vocal chords
which renders it fallow
Saturday, 3 October 2009
holding on my breath
lantern of the sun
touches my skin
that first kiss of the day
shows me the way
to face a day, any day
without your presence
that mildest of essence
sends me to a seance
out of my window
my visions lay low
towards the sea I bow
I feel more kisses, so light
from that first light
before it gets dazzling bright
my descent to the concrete
is a follow up for ascent to the sky
I need to get out of that attic more often
Thursday, 1 October 2009
let the red bleed
that hole in your chest
makes for a nice design
that blueness sets of the white
why are we both made
to carry long iron rods
who the hell is playing God?
I would melt it, pour it
on myself, let the red
bleed, meld into you
this seat of metal burns me
your fixed eye turns me on
your face is a mottled blur
red, white, red, white
more and more are added
until everything else fades
"beat that machine with the rod"