“Can you come?”
“Now?”
“Yes.”
I listened for some more time and went out.
We worked at it just the way we had thought and went our ways.
We both had fulfilled our resolution to catch him before the coming New Year.
THE MINISTER resigned. He had been caught on camera for propositioning a girl.
Thursday, 29 December 2005
Tuesday, 27 December 2005
Monday, 26 December 2005
John Steinbeck’s “East of Eden


John Steinbeck’s “East of Eden” is a fascinating book that traces out story of two generations of two families whose lives are somehow interlinked. We can say that its by chance rather than design. Their lives are correlated to land and nature as was the norm in those times and even now we can see that in our world. In that way nothing has changed in all those years. The rebuilding of the man in the face of adversity, the tenacity of mind and body, mind eternally seeking and questioning, trying to find answers for his faith and belief and in some case just acceptance.
Are we not all questing to find answers about ourselves, our convictions or about the paradox called life?
It has well etched characters….so well that we can identify with them.
LEE: I think he is one of best character in the book. He is unlike any other servant. He himself says that a servant can be the master of the man he is serving. But we never see him imposing on Adam Trask at any place. He is more of a family to them than anyone else. He is the one who brings up Cal and Aron single handedly. It is he who keeps them together. He is practical, down to earth and lots of philosophy going inside him. Even when he leaves for his dream bookstore, we want him to come back as soon as he leaves. He does come back when he realizes that it is only thing he wants and they are the only family he ever had. Hence we see him unpacking his things and making a home for himself. It is he who teaches about choices and from him we learn that it is what we want ourselves to be and not the blood, which flows within us. His study of the Old Testament goes much beyond mere academic interest. He reminds us of Timshel----“thou Mayest.”
LISA: Somehow she made a great impression in my mind. Loaded with faith, belief, practicality and hard work, she knew how to look after her large family. She with her no frills, no nonsense attitude reminds me of the matriarchs of our own land. As long as there is plenty of food on the table, other things did not bother her. She kept her family together and accepted life and death, as they should be.
TOM and DESSI are like any other brother and sister…. loving and affectionate. Despite that they could not communicate with each other as both had a few demons to slay and did not want the other to worry about those. Maybe if they had shared, both would have lived. Maybe….who knows…
CAL and ARON: of the twins Cal is more interesting. He behaves like any other sibling in the circumstances where he knows that his brother is more loved and favoured. Just one look at Aron, everyone loves him but Cal has to fight for it. Most of us have gone through these phases in some way or the other. So we can identify with him. Best thing about Cal is, he knows what he does is wrong but in his jealousy he does not realize it. It comes later after the deed is done. He has deep love for his father and his twin, Aron. He does not hate his mother either. He is simply indifferent towards her.
Aron lives in a world of his own. Where everything is perfect. Only goodness and brightness prevails. Even the girl he loves is perfect in his eyes with no flaws. He cannot accept imperfection. He cannot accept that his mother is a whore. He seeks escape the only way he knows by joining the army.
CATHY/KATE: Much has been written about her. She being evil, a monster, what drove her to it no one knows. But we do see flashes of loneliness. I think even she was not aware of those. In her world, there is no place for any one other than herself…no one and nothing. She is beyond redemption.
Like in this timeless novel, East of Eden, we can still find people just like those. We have Sams, Lees, Adams, Charles, Lisas, Toms, Cals, Arons and above all Cathys amongst us. Good and evil have to coexist or how do we distinguish one from the other. If there is GOD, there is SATAN too.
Friday, 23 December 2005
Christmas Celebrations for me....
Christmas celebration for me..............
....is exchanging greetings.
....being with my mom, three brothers and their families.
....buying gifts for everyone.
....holiday seasons gets into the spirit.
Though traditionally we do not celebrate Christmas but we have all been together on XMas Day as long as I remember..
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY BLOGGER FRIENDS!!!!!
....is exchanging greetings.
....being with my mom, three brothers and their families.
....buying gifts for everyone.
....holiday seasons gets into the spirit.
Though traditionally we do not celebrate Christmas but we have all been together on XMas Day as long as I remember..
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY BLOGGER FRIENDS!!!!!
Tuesday, 20 December 2005
Reflection......Ecphrasis!!
A CHILD'S THOUGHTSAfter one look at him, the child turned towards GOD.
“Oh my God!" Is he my future?”
“Yes, my child, he is.”
“But he looks so wrinkled and queer.”
“Does he?”
“Yes.”
“Do not look a t his outer appearances. See what’s beneath it. Learn from him, his wisdom, his worldly experiences, his thoughts about life. Carefully absorb what he tells you. And child, don’t you see the love in his eyes?
“Yes, I can.”
“Enjoy and savour that. He is the only one who will love you unconditionally, without any reservations. He will pamper you and indulge you…….”
“Wow!”
“Yes, my child, after you get to know him, you will love him and want to be just like him.”
“Thank you GOD. For making me see light.”
“Bless you my child.”
God disappeared leaving the child and his grandparent alone together.
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Grand Parent's Yearnings/Blessings!
In you, I see a part of me
You, I bless with all my heart
How I wish to be as innocent as you
How I wish to be as young as you
How I wish to be as sweet as you
How I wish to have more time with you
How I wish to be part of your life
How I wish to watch you grow
How I wish you teach you all about life
How I wish just to be with you
Go ahead and see the world
Learn to live and learn to love
Do not grab but only give
Remember what goes round comes around
What you sow is what you reap
What you give is what you get
Remember this diktat, my child
Love is what makes the world go about
Give unconditionally and watch the fun
No more hatred, killing none.
This is what I can teach.
Before I go, before I sleep.
But now my day has come
I have to go, have to leave
HE has plans for me unknown
Smile for me and let me go!
Monday, 19 December 2005
The race goes on……..
Slowie the tortoise and fastie the hare started the race just as their ancestors had done. From the same place.Fastie was out of range in no time, throwing dust on his way.
Poor Slowie! He trudged along wearily but was not defeated. He knew of the old story where his grandfather had won the race. So he kept along, not pausing anywhere in between.
When he reached the half-way mark, he saw Fastie sleeping so peacefully. He smiled and with a burst of energy, he walked along with gusto….
When he reached there, he saw Fastie nibbling a carrot at the finishing line. But he could not recall the hare running past him. "May be I had missed him," he thought and walked away dejectedly.
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He never realised it was Fastest,the identical twin of Fastie! Both had planned this for years!
Sunday, 18 December 2005
Rescue...Part 2...55er!
“You?”
“Yes.”
Short while ago, he had been damning her to hell but had saved her from drowning!!
“What happened?”
“Bill left me.”
“Huh?”
“Will you take me back?”
“I love you.”
”Me too.”
He held her close, kissing her with deep passion. Slowly he held her away from him.
“Goodbye,” he said walking away.
“Yes.”
Short while ago, he had been damning her to hell but had saved her from drowning!!
“What happened?”
“Bill left me.”
“Huh?”
“Will you take me back?”
“I love you.”
”Me too.”
He held her close, kissing her with deep passion. Slowly he held her away from him.
“Goodbye,” he said walking away.
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